Sad to hear all these lives being torn away. They are still young, their future is bright and god played a joke on them. well hope they will find heaven a nice place to live in cause there will be no worries and it will be peace all day long.
while ppl out there are worring abt their lives, i am worrying abt my results.(what kind of a human am i??), yeap it is again disastrous and this time i actually thought that the papers were alright but i guess i think wrong.didnt really fail any subjects(though thats nothing to be happy about) but didnt score well either.i dont even have an A.i had a pathetic C for my e-math.can you believe it? its like elementary math and i cant even do well. i might as well go back to kindergarden and learn my basics again.oh well i actually passed my A math. yeap first time.(only for exams.i did pass ok for my tests).i shall work harder and try to get my distinction.but nevertheless, also a bit sad cause i believed that i had put in alot of effort for A math and i still got a C.and yes i passed physics by 0.4. like wow great achievement(i thought i screwed up the paper totally) and yes others scored way way better then me.Lots of them.SAD CASE.
after i get back my results, the first thing that came to my mind is study so hard for what?results still so pathetic.felt like giving up.really.i believed i have actually studied quite hard but in the end, nothing gained. NOTHING VENTURED,NOTHING GAINED should be change to ventured but no gained.
nvm should not give up and PERSEVERANCE IS THE ATTITUDE.thanks to alot of people who encouraged me and offered to teach me if i dont understand anything.really appreciate you guys f0r being there for me. really. and i'm here when you need me as well. always. :)
ok there is also fun stuff going on.went to EXPO with an aim to go to the popular fair but in the end, we went to the adidas fair and the food fair before proceeding to the popular.wanted to buy adidas stuff but too bad didnt bring money(KA CHING) and yes the food fair was amazing.regretted eating long john before going but nvm.Ate alot of samples(abit guilty la cause i really took a lot) but hey, i bought food as well.the chocolate waffle was superb, the popcorn chicken was nice and yes according to someone my legs are suan because i drank lime juice.LS.Singaporeans are really kiasu and especially those aunties,wow its amazing how thick their skin are.LOL mine is also thick as well cause i'm a Singaporean and proud to say so.The place is supper duper 100% plus chop stamp crowded. everyone is squeezing here and there and its like crossing a road with human as the vehicles.but yeah thats part of the fun. finally went to popular to digest before eating some more and bought 4 pens. wanted to buy a storybook but in the end read some cute book about character and whether you are an optismist that kind of thing and yeap we completed the whole book. It was interesting but i wonder whether is is true.should be huh we shall see. :) Went back to food fair and eat again.(i know i'm a glutton thats why i'm FAT at 100%.) No dinner at all and i felt bloated due to all the samples.went home after that and exercise at the exercise corner.seriously i think that exercise corner is more fun than playground. my mum, sis and her FRIEND accompanied me and we went down to play.LOL my mum is damm cute when she's playing with the equipment. no wonder i'm like crazy crazy cause she's crazy crazy as well. genes ah. in the end i injured my arm and its painful. i wonder where it goes wrong, its not like muscle cramp but..i also dont know.
anyway completed bio and 2 articles today.still have (30*2)articles to go.
GO GO JIA YOU! :)
post abit long but who cares,its for me. ;)