LAUGHTHER; the best medicine :D
My great grandmother had passed away early in the morning.Well she had an age of 80 plus and i believed and hope she had a fufilled life. She had many kids, many grandchildren and many great grandchildren. She seems to be healthy when i saw her during chinese new year but that was 6 mths ago.She's gone. Just like that. Due to a stomachache, she was hospitalised off she went to the other side of the world.
When i heard the news, i dont know why but i felt shocked.Stunned.I'm not close to her and i see her like the most twice a year but i just feel weird. One life is gone.That means that she will never exist again.The body that has been alive for at least 8 decades will never produce any sound or make any movement.It just feels weird...
i wonder why she go to.what happens when you know you are going to die and never breathe again.to never enjoy the feeling of being alive. Lots of qns to be answered yet noone will be able to answer me.gosh i sound like some oldie.but again, i'm weird la so yeah normal for me to think all these. A waste of time but it just makes ppl wonder.
ok the main point is i wanted to go to her furneral but its in malysia and now is the exam peak period! i want to go back during the weekend just to offer my respects but something retarted and irritating came up.
go ahead and be a selfish brat.she's your great grandmother and you dont want to go back just because of a stupid PSP and its knda last minute?If its your funeral and your grandchildren etc didnt turn up just because they dont want to, i wonder how the freaking hell will you feel.She's your relative. It is a form of respect.you cant even understand this and you are a human being.We are born to have feelings and emotions and now you are doing this.Great, good for you.i didnt even complain and i'm the one that is having exams not you.So please TRY and be considerate for others. PLEASE AH.